Hi guys
so I thought about doing an actual series of posts with the title “my opinion on…” and then a different topic every time. I’m starting with my opinion on school because it’s a topic that is crossing my mind a lot lately. Are you ready for it? Here comes the truth…
So I kinda hate going to school. I don’t just not like it, I really, in all honesty, hate it. It actually started at the end of last year. It’s not that I always hated it. When I was younger I kind of liked it. But that faded away..
It’s something I can’t really talk about. That’s basically why I’m telling you guys. I don’t really know why I hate it so much. There is nothing specific I hate. It’s just the whole thing I guess. Everything that is going on in school. I do have friends in school and i love them and they do make me happy. But the thing is that I just can’t really be happy while I’m in school. And I don’t know how to tell them or my parents or my teachers what’s going on.
So here is what happens to me while I’m in school:
It actually starts right when I wake up. The moment I realize that I have to go to school is when I start getting into a bad mood. Once I’m in school everything just gets worse. Sometimes I just feel like I really need to cry. Sometimes I don’t want to talk to anyone. Sometimes I’m super annoyed. On a bad day it’s all three of them.
At first i thought I’m just pretty sentimental or maybe a really moody person. But then I realized that I’m always in a pretty good mood once I’m actually home (after school). So that’s how I discovered that I actually hate school and that it makes me really sad. Like really really sad.
I don’t think I am the only person hating school. There are probably a ton of people hating it. Obviously i could just quit school. I could. But I’m scared of it. Because I do have plans for my future and I want them to come true and I need to continue school for my future plans. Maybe I could start online school but I would have to talk to my parents about it and I kinda don’t want to do that. So I might just continue going to school and feeling super bad all the time. Because I kinda don’t know what else to do.
Do you guys have any advice? Please tell me!
Bisou, Louise
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